woke up super late for church today. didn't get up til 10, but i got to church they were only starting with the people who wanted to sing..... so it was good. had to find a seat WAY in the back of the room. good sermon today by Rev Tim Vang, Who killed Jesus? was the title. wrote down the whole sermon, but missed some of the Bible verses that he was referring to, since the said them in Hmong and way to fast to catch. but eventuall got some of them down. Jesus died for our sins, sometimes i wonder why God even let us humans be here on earth knowing that we will be like this. He has the power to take us anytime but yet lets us choose what we want to do... why? that's a question i would like to as him when i see him.
other than that, Easter was good, had a great time egg hunting at the sissies house. too many people there, has a good lunch there also. came back home and the hubby had just woken up... it's gonna be a long night again.. Finals this week.... test #4 and a final for internet class. i hope i pass this semester.
i prayed about praying... but still not a habit of doing it.. what's wrong with me? i remember to do it, but never do it when i need to. Only when i eat. uuggghhhh, i hate myself for not praying.
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Thursday, April 21, 2011
Family Tree
putting together a family tree.... such a HUGH family i have. I'm so excited!!! can't wait to get this all done and sent you to everyone! this is gonna be a big and fun project for me... i've only just begun. :)
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one more thing... this accounting project.... we had to analyze a nonprofit company..... my co-worker told me about this... and it's pretty cool, if you wanna know what company this let me know i'll tell you.. don't really wanna be advertising... since i don't know what will happen.. so just email me or something and i'll tell you. they help those who need help to become more self-sufficient in life, sometimes you just need that little push to get to where you wanna go, and sometimes you just need help time to time. we all need help in this world.
okay... enough.. have to get back to writing my memo now. so later.
okay... enough.. have to get back to writing my memo now. so later.
2nd posting.....
i guess this is where i will post all my ideas and anything else.
1. God.... i should start going to church and pray more often. I feel myself fading and slipping away, i feel so lost. the lost little sheep. i need to get back to where i was and be happy. haven't felt happy the past couple of years, too much worrying about the world and not what i really should be worried about.
Pray... sleep..... pray... God help me in these bad times in my life. I take you for granted, when i really shouldn't you have given me everything, and have shown me what you want me to do, but do i listen? NO!!!! i turn the other way and fade. I need you to be back in my life and to get myself straight and out of this heck forbidden hole that i have been in for a while. you are the only one who can see my future and where i will end up. I need you to forgive me for my sins and to get back to where i am with you again. Amen.
2. Family - love my little family. Hubby, boys and meymey. they are my life. My parents and brothers and sisters, love them dearly, but too much drama.... sometimes i wish to not have to hear all that and have them around (i only wanna hear good things and to see that they are doing good and that they are enjoying life.) is that so much to ask?? i guess sometimes it is, but we all know who can help in those times.
3. hhhuuummmm... what can i put here??? i'll have to ponder that some more.
i guess i better go for now.. have to finish my accounting project. finals around the corner and i need to pass this class. Then only 3 more semesters and i graduate!!!! ABOUT TIME!! it has taken me 10 long hard years to learn this and i am finally getting it done. YEAH for me. :) wish me luck for the next 3 (or 2 semesters).
Loves ~~~~~ vonns
1. God.... i should start going to church and pray more often. I feel myself fading and slipping away, i feel so lost. the lost little sheep. i need to get back to where i was and be happy. haven't felt happy the past couple of years, too much worrying about the world and not what i really should be worried about.
Pray... sleep..... pray... God help me in these bad times in my life. I take you for granted, when i really shouldn't you have given me everything, and have shown me what you want me to do, but do i listen? NO!!!! i turn the other way and fade. I need you to be back in my life and to get myself straight and out of this heck forbidden hole that i have been in for a while. you are the only one who can see my future and where i will end up. I need you to forgive me for my sins and to get back to where i am with you again. Amen.
2. Family - love my little family. Hubby, boys and meymey. they are my life. My parents and brothers and sisters, love them dearly, but too much drama.... sometimes i wish to not have to hear all that and have them around (i only wanna hear good things and to see that they are doing good and that they are enjoying life.) is that so much to ask?? i guess sometimes it is, but we all know who can help in those times.
3. hhhuuummmm... what can i put here??? i'll have to ponder that some more.
i guess i better go for now.. have to finish my accounting project. finals around the corner and i need to pass this class. Then only 3 more semesters and i graduate!!!! ABOUT TIME!! it has taken me 10 long hard years to learn this and i am finally getting it done. YEAH for me. :) wish me luck for the next 3 (or 2 semesters).
Loves ~~~~~ vonns
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